I don’t want to make anybody sad, ever. That’s the worst and I am completely against that.
Where do I start? It saddens me to know I was capable of unknowingly/unwillingly/accidentally making someone sad. (cough cough preslava) It got me thinking now…
I know I’m a good person and a good friend. I’m always there for everyone I know and I always want every situation to end in a positive way. I hate falling out with people. It’s the worst. I will do everything I can to try resolve problems as nicely as possible but it all else fails, I do a mighty good job at showing I don’t care but sometimes it gets to me more than anyone knows. This here is my escape.
Anyway I digress. I think the problem lies with me when I’m joking around. I think sometimes I may say or do something as a joke, hoping the other person sees it that way too when in actual fact they don’t.
So where to from here? Time to start controlling my language, no more or the B word… Possibly even that H word I love ever so much.
Time to step it down a notch and see if I can redeem myself as the good person I strive to be. The person I hopefully am.
Hope everyone’s Ramadan went well and all you beautiful people have/had a great Eid!
(via audacitytolive)
Kiss her. Slowly, take your time, there’s no place you’d rather be. Kiss her but not like you’re waiting for something else, like your hands beneath her shirt or her skirt or tangled up in her bra straps. Nothing like that. Kiss her like you’ve forgotten any other mouth that your mouth has ever touched. Kiss her with a curious childish delight. Laugh into her mouth, inhale her sighs. Kiss her until she moans. Kiss her with her face in your hands. Or your hands in her hair. Or pulling her closer at the waist. Kiss her like you want to take her dancing. Like you want to spin her into an open arena and watch her look at you like you’re the brightest thing she’s ever seen. Kiss her like she’s the brightest thing you’ve ever seen. Take your time. Kiss her like the first and only piece of chocolate you’re ever going to taste. Kiss her until she forgets how to count. Kiss her stupid. Kiss her silent. Come away, ask her what 2+2 is and listen to her say your name in answer.
(via chaelynnx)
People will leave you but that doesn’t mean it’s your fault.